Änderungen

Yesterday my eldest child had their first shot of testosterone, administered by a long needle with a physician's expertise. In two weeks we'll return and I will watch my child learn to do this by themselves. I am not nearly as nervous about testosterone as I was even...

read more

Living with teenagers is about five thousand percent more peaceful than all the jokes and nasty comments led me to believe; and it's sure been a sight more fun than my own teen years. Both children, unschooled and with only my direction on housework, have a sense of...

read more

new year, new me, same me

I am holding my oldest child close in our bed while my husband sleeps just a foot away. Beeps smells like roses and their hair is damp; they are warm and soft and even let me put my arms around their little tummy. I hold them close and I tell them, we make a plan. On...

read more